i miss being taken cared of.

it's been a long time. since someone did that for me. :(

what am i doing again?
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what am i doing again?
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haters gonna fuckin' hate.

i hate people who waste their time hating. just shut the fuck up and deal with it. especially those people who are complaining about hype beasts, ricers, etc etc.
srsly. geez.

so my friend and i are chatting about this person she is kind of into..

and we both came to this conclusion…

Us boys and girls, we’re not that much different. Guys complain that they hate it when girls tease and play hard to get. Girls complain that guys give off mixed signals, not really sure if the guy is into her or not; and vice versa.

She hates it when he does this, he hates it when she says this. In the end, we rant, whine and complain about the same thing. We just fail to realize that boys are dumb and girls are just AS dumb! xD

cutie pie!

Adorable little girl! Alyssa Grace everyone!

that's the way the cookie crumbles, i guess.

so the other day, while i was driving to work... i get this random urge to text an old friend who i recently drifted from. we've known each for quite some time and we were really close at one point and some stupid drama happened between me and someone else and now we don't even talk to each other anymore.

i hate how years of friendship can be ripped apart instantly. i considered this guy one of my best friends. he helped me perfect my skills in driving manual transmission, help me through my low times and was there during my high times.

it sucks. it hurts even more. to think that this guy, who knows pretty much everything about me can just throw away our friendship like that. yes, i am angry and pissed about it, but really, i miss him more. we had a great friendship.

and what sucks even more, i didn't have the guts to just text him. i just can't conjure up enough courage to text or to call to just say 'what's up, meng? how you been?' maybe one day it'll happen. who knows.

13 misses 12. fo'sho. :(