"I like how you dress, lady.." my heart melted.

Big wheel keep on turning...

Seriously screwed myself over financially. "/

idk, my bff Jill.

my life is unraveling again...
i don't know what to do.
financially i have screwed myself over.
emotionally/mentally i am hanging by a thread
spiritually i'm still fighting to get back to where i was
physically i'm being lazy again.

ugh...
do i really need someone to help stabilize my life?
i don't know. i've had someone for the past 5 years..
and that dependency on one person has affected me so much..

i don't know what it's like to stand alone.
stand by myself.
no support, nothing to hide behind..
no one to run to.
i mean, i have people i can run to, just not like that.

help. i'm drowning.

Heart explosions.

Boo.

hah

how emo is this:
my heart is too broken to have a heart to heart conversation.
HAH.
but yea, it hurts a lot. "/
i'm happy i didn't see him today.
'cause my heart explodes.

only two people in this world make my heart explode. and the explosion isn't a good one either.

good day today.

:) Watching movies tonight with my coworkers.
I'm excited. and I'm broke. Lol.

hahaha.

i'm growing tired of him.
but there are still parts of him that makes my heart flutter a million times per second. "/
boo!