still got a piece of you, under my skin..

i'm in my thinking mode again.
no emo-Buena this time, i promise.
but as the retreat comes closer and closer...
i need to do some cleaning up inside.

btw, i sort of told him.
he didn't seem to believe me.

"/

in my time of need...

prayers please.

We were meant to live for so much more...

Have we lost ourselves?

I had a great time today hanging out with Aaron and Joan for lunch. It's always great to just talk and reflect and hang out with people I haven't hung out with in forever. I love them to death. :)

They are really a great part of my foundation. I think I know what to do now. Thanks Aaron.

i'm scared.

to let you know how i feel this time. i don't know how to put it to words. i just don't want you to get hurt, the last thing i want is for anyone to get hurt. i don't know what i'm going to do anymore.

'and i am not immune, i only want to be loved. but i feel safe behind the firewall.'

Empty and broken.

It's never the best feeling in the world, when the one who has the other half of your heart squishes it in front of your face. We've been through so much and right now it's a lot. I don't want to sound selfish or anything, I'm just heartbroken. It really got to me this time. It really did.

I wish my summer started off better than this.

"Thank you, it was so thoughtful of you."

Can't you even say that?
Happy anniversary, babe.

summer...

is officially here.

3 months of freedom.