save me from myself.

i scare myself sometimes.

prayers, please.

compared to mine, what is your crime Evangeline?

my hands are shaking, my hearts beating.

haha, i dont know how to take it.
really. it's weird, but nice, but not the same.

but i have to take this blessing.
prayers, please.

there are those moments..

where i miss him, like right now.
but i can't dwell on it.
i have to get over it.

he didn't want to be friends.
i need to get over it.

prayers, please.

happy July.

i am going to San Francisco.
nothing can stop me, not even my mom.

still got a piece of you, under my skin..

i'm in my thinking mode again.
no emo-Buena this time, i promise.
but as the retreat comes closer and closer...
i need to do some cleaning up inside.

btw, i sort of told him.
he didn't seem to believe me.

"/

in my time of need...

prayers please.

We were meant to live for so much more...

Have we lost ourselves?

I had a great time today hanging out with Aaron and Joan for lunch. It's always great to just talk and reflect and hang out with people I haven't hung out with in forever. I love them to death. :)

They are really a great part of my foundation. I think I know what to do now. Thanks Aaron.