Carpe diem -- Seize the day.

Recently a good friend of mine left me a comment on myspace expressing how he missed the simple things in life when in truth, we can live the simple life everyday. Things only get complicated when we make them complicated. It's a fact; God doesn't give us situations we cannot handle. We ask for patience he sits us in Ewa Beach traffic (inside joke). We gotta learn to look past the surface and dig deeper, we gotta look outside the box.

I'm tired of hearing people complain about their lives when they don't do anything about it. There are people around the world who are in far worse situations than we are and they are living their lives to the fullest. They don't worry about what is happening now, but the fact that if they keep on pushing forward towards the greater goal of their lives, they will most definitely be in a better place in the end. We need to stop being so pessimistic and be more optimistic. It's not hard. Just open your eyes, open your heart to the world around you and let it all in.

So you think you can love?

What a retreat. I am amazed at all the changed hearts and the new outlooks on life. It really is a great feeling inside to know that 89 teens hearts were touched and changed even in the smallest way.

Usually, I come off weekends with a spiritual high that would last a life time but this retreat, it was different when I came home. The real world hit me faster than it ever hit me before. Family life is great, it's never been better. But other things seem to go downhill.

Haha, that main particular being with David. We had another 'fight' today. I don't even know what to call it really. There was no yelling... but there was a lot of silence and I heard irritation in his voice. It makes me sad. I hate getting attacked directly at the heart.

Together we can make things happen...

Hello! Haha, well, I think I am gonna start blogging again! I need some place to express my thoughts and feelings and why not better than in an online journal. Haha, at least I know that my information will be backed up online!

What's happening with me lately? I'm back at best buy! Haha, yea. It's always a great place to work. ^^ i'm not in the camera department anymore, come find me in the computer department. Haha, i think it's funny how i wanted to go into computers when i first applied and then i get placed in cameras because i have more experience and now that i'm NOT in a computer related major i work in computers. it tickles me. haha. oh well.

anyway. that's all i have to say for now! i'll be back later. :)

there i go.

i did it again.
i'm doing it again.

Lord, guide me.

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In one piece..

Looks like I made it across in one piece..
Although it has been a rocky journey..
Let's make things right.

Thin ice...

Waiting around on thin ice...
I don't know how to feel..
Happy? Sad? Angry?
I'm trying to fight the sadness.
But when the sadness involves your feelings, emotions, your heart.
It's hard to fight.
I let my thoughts known.
Just waiting around on thin ice.
Is it gonna break?
Will I make it safely across?
Or am I gonna fall apart?

Help me.
Just gotta pray.