i miss being taken cared of.

it's been a long time. since someone did that for me. :(

what am i doing again?
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what am i doing again?
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haters gonna fuckin' hate.

i hate people who waste their time hating. just shut the fuck up and deal with it. especially those people who are complaining about hype beasts, ricers, etc etc.
srsly. geez.

so my friend and i are chatting about this person she is kind of into..

and we both came to this conclusion…

Us boys and girls, we’re not that much different. Guys complain that they hate it when girls tease and play hard to get. Girls complain that guys give off mixed signals, not really sure if the guy is into her or not; and vice versa.

She hates it when he does this, he hates it when she says this. In the end, we rant, whine and complain about the same thing. We just fail to realize that boys are dumb and girls are just AS dumb! xD

cutie pie!

Adorable little girl! Alyssa Grace everyone!

that's the way the cookie crumbles, i guess.

so the other day, while i was driving to work... i get this random urge to text an old friend who i recently drifted from. we've known each for quite some time and we were really close at one point and some stupid drama happened between me and someone else and now we don't even talk to each other anymore.

i hate how years of friendship can be ripped apart instantly. i considered this guy one of my best friends. he helped me perfect my skills in driving manual transmission, help me through my low times and was there during my high times.

it sucks. it hurts even more. to think that this guy, who knows pretty much everything about me can just throw away our friendship like that. yes, i am angry and pissed about it, but really, i miss him more. we had a great friendship.

and what sucks even more, i didn't have the guts to just text him. i just can't conjure up enough courage to text or to call to just say 'what's up, meng? how you been?' maybe one day it'll happen. who knows.

13 misses 12. fo'sho. :(

San Jose Sharks for the mutahfuckin' WIN!

Zach and I have almost matching Sharks hats. ^___^
Too bad he can't wear his because it's vintage and it's signed.
I love my hat though! :D

only human.

that’s how we know we are human. we find that one spot of hope and cling to it. we hold on tight, hoping that in the end, it’ll be worth it. and sometimes, most of the time, when it’s not. all we can do, is shrug our shoulders and say ‘oh well.’ time to move on. now matter how hard it is, now matter how much it hurts.

he really is amazing.

He wrote a blog about me. I really love him.
Click here for the full post.

ZRAL.

he's pretty awesome you know?
^___^ my domokun, my Nikon gangstah.

Life Teen Spring Retreat 2011

going away for the weekend.
i'm sure gonna miss this face.
:(

Good bye, Domokun! :(

So, I sent my Domokun away to Zach. :)
He LOVES Domokun and he said he wanted a piece of me, so I sent it to him along with a Compact Flash card for his DSLR. I am gonna miss this guy, but I know he's going to be in good hands. And Zach promised to show me him every night when we video chat. So I am not worried at all. Also, I'll get to see Domo again when I visit California. ^_^

rofl. i die everytime!

<3

ZRAL.

He makes me so ridiculously happy.

you make me forget all about the hurt i've been through.

i get those butterflies in my stomach, the good kind, when i see you, hear your voice, get a text message.
i want this to last. i know you do too.

my brain is flowing again..

i think i found my inspiration, i found my spark.

do you really want me to call?

he lives in California, and he's sick.
i'm going out with friends tonight.
he told me, to have fun but save money (so i can go on my Cali trip and see him). ^^

i know he's sick so i asked again, 'do you really want me to call? You'll be asleep, and you need your rest.'
"Yes, call. I want to hear you made it home."

He's 4,000 miles away, but never fails to make me smile.
<3 ZRAL.

4,000 miles apart.

i just want to be where you are.

omg.

i really like him.
i hope things work out. :3