that's the way the cookie crumbles, i guess.

so the other day, while i was driving to work... i get this random urge to text an old friend who i recently drifted from. we've known each for quite some time and we were really close at one point and some stupid drama happened between me and someone else and now we don't even talk to each other anymore.

i hate how years of friendship can be ripped apart instantly. i considered this guy one of my best friends. he helped me perfect my skills in driving manual transmission, help me through my low times and was there during my high times.

it sucks. it hurts even more. to think that this guy, who knows pretty much everything about me can just throw away our friendship like that. yes, i am angry and pissed about it, but really, i miss him more. we had a great friendship.

and what sucks even more, i didn't have the guts to just text him. i just can't conjure up enough courage to text or to call to just say 'what's up, meng? how you been?' maybe one day it'll happen. who knows.

13 misses 12. fo'sho. :(

San Jose Sharks for the mutahfuckin' WIN!

Zach and I have almost matching Sharks hats. ^___^
Too bad he can't wear his because it's vintage and it's signed.
I love my hat though! :D