And there goes September...

September wasn't that epic as August.
But it was epic nonetheless. :)

Brian's 21st.
Eating dessert at the top of Aiea (sort of).
ATI with my OLPH family. <3
Kick starting Drea's standard car.
Lemon Marangutan pie. xD
Full-time employee.
Official art student!
Stranded in Palisades.
Scary movie night fail. Lol.
Four days with no computer. "/
Baguio Wedding Ceremony.
Baguio Reception party.
Zebra print dress w/ pink kicks.
9!
Tekken tournament x2.
BBQ at Frakalanchis'
DnBs with SB crew and Brandon. :)
Sunday shopping with Brandon. xD
Eureka Seven "Good nig..." xD
SKINNYEFFINGJEANS.
Blue Scholars! :)
PI Party!
Happy Bday CUPCAKE!
AION.
Genkis with Bebeh gurl. :)
Shopping with Joannie, Aaron, Biggs AND Munchkin. :)
Failing at fixing my computer. LOL.
Dongsang is home. :)
CLOSURE.
BBQ at Joe's. :)

Goodbye September, it was a pretty rough ending but turned out alright.
Bring it, October. :)

i think i'm falling..

i get angry everytime you talk about her.
boys are dumb.

broken.

my heart exploded today.
and my eyes were swollen.

alkaslkdjfkljd

awwwh gawd.
you drive me nuts. in a good way.
<3.

k.

blah.
my heart beats a million times a second every time you're near me.

<3.

tired.

i feel overwhelmed.
and stretched beyond my limit.

do you like me or not?!
grrr...

nevermind.

guys are jerks. haha.
proves that he's human.
my heart still turns to mush.

<3.

Crushed.

"don't hold your breath. don't want to break you."

too late, you just did.
maybe it's time i cut my losses short?

uber epic fail.

so, my computer wasn't working.
the power supply failed so i replaced it with a brand spanking new one.
then, when i turned it on, it said "bootmgr file is missing"
i FREAKED out.
so for a week, almost two i was moping about thinking that my computer was broken.
i searched frantically for my recovery disks, which i still have not found, and could not find it.

i was ready to back up my files and just do a clean install.
when, suddenly, as i stared into the casing of my computer i realized.
"why are these sata cables not connected to anything?"
the whole time the sata connectors weren't connected to my main hard drive!!!!
that's what i call an uber epic fail.

but i am stoked i have a working computer now.
but my external is being read as a disk drive. wtf?

omg.

"why are you leaving us for geek squad?!"
"cause you told me to."

ahhhh. there goes my heart again.
<3.

With friends like these, who needs enemies.

i'm sick. so junkk.
that's ok, i'll feel better eventually.

<3.

knock out.

you have stolen my heart.
i think i'm lost in translation.

<3.

<3

Donna and James are the two most inspirational people in my life.
They tied the knot yesterday and it was beautiful.
The nuptial ceremony was heart-touching and the reception was fun and crazy.
Gotta love life. :)

<3.

today's one of those days...

where you don't want to do anything.
and just be lazy.
i need a vacation already.

that's how my brain is thinking.
<3.

happy labor day.

went by in a blur.
i couldn't log in for anything but register at work.
so lame. it'll get fixed tomorrow though.

<3

because i didn't post it here...

August 2009.
(In no particular order):
Nate's special olympics game,
Jay's bday,
Kidnapped <3,
Orphan,
Boys Like Girls,
late night conversations,
epic games of starcraft,
Tantalus sunrise,
Chilis w/ coworkers,
not leaving for San Francisco,
Streetcar Supreme,
District 9,
GI Joe,
Micki's,
BJ Penn fight w/ friends,
Time Traveler's Wife,
Willy Wonka adventure,
ROCKBAND/Guitar Hero/Gears of War,
Donuts at the top of Hawaiian Brian's,
pool,
turning into MUSH,
BCC YA Retreat #7,
Francis' going away/Sarah's bday party,
REDLINING the rb25,
almost getting a new car,
getting wasted for the last time,
congratulations mr and mrs christopher sadie,
deleting my myspace,
buying a dress i will probably NEVER wear,
first time trying 5hr energy drink and ruining myself in the process xD,
meeting BJ Penn and getting his autograph,
losing 7lbs in one month,
diamond head drive at 12am xD,
Finding someone to help heal my overbroken heart.
Life Teen Retreat meeting,
Karaoke at Aaron's parents place,
Watching Dating in the Dark w/ Shar.
ponyo (haha, thanks Dinah!).

There's probably more, but that's what i can remember.
Goodbye August 2009.
September got its work cut out for it. xD
And September is doing pretty good so far...

<3

we are the dreamers of dreams...

i had the weirdest dream last night.
it made me happy though.
too bad it was just a dream.

<3.

Today's a new day..

And it starts a new week.
And I have the day off.
I love it. :)

Meh

Shouldn't have had my hopes so high.
'Cause it hurts when they get crushed.
Even if wasn't his fault.

Gah, I need to get used to not being in a relationship.

Ugh..

I'm being attacked.
The devil sure is a tricky guy.

Grr...

what a day!

and it's not over yet.
i hope. xD

<3.

I'm an art student!

4 years and I'm finally doing what i love.
i love my classes, even if they are online.
they are exciting and they are thought-provoking.

i can't wait to get this semester rolling.
<3.

i want to shout at the top of the lungs..

and tell everyone how great my life is.
it's almost perfect. :)

and i'm good with that.
<3.