It's raining. =/

Sooooo tired. Tempted to take the 5 hour energy drink in my bag.

i don't know..

i really don't know how much longer i can take this..
ugh.. it's tearing me up inside.
i hate my pride. but he wanted it to be this way.

i didn't.
should i? i don't know...

prayers, please.

save me from myself.

i scare myself sometimes.

prayers, please.

compared to mine, what is your crime Evangeline?

my hands are shaking, my hearts beating.

haha, i dont know how to take it.
really. it's weird, but nice, but not the same.

but i have to take this blessing.
prayers, please.

there are those moments..

where i miss him, like right now.
but i can't dwell on it.
i have to get over it.

he didn't want to be friends.
i need to get over it.

prayers, please.

happy July.

i am going to San Francisco.
nothing can stop me, not even my mom.